My own brief experience with steroids, while I was on chemo, really opened my eyes to their lure, let me tell you. I have no athletic ability, don't get me wrong. But the sensation of power, of strength, the appetite, the energy, were incredible!
You must have been given very high doses, then.
Do you happen to know the name of the drug(s)? And whether they were catabolic or anabolic?
I do agree with you that anabolic steroid use is common in all sports, amateur and professional, and have been for at least three decades. The problem, as I see it, is that athletes are rewarded for being better, bigger, faster, stronger because the public wants to see more home runs, more goals scored, more track records broken ... and so they flock to sporting events, which makes more money for the owners, the advertisers, the tv/radio stations.
There is an enormous amount of hypocrisy in sports. Everyone knows that drugs have to be taken in order to succeed. The players know it. The owners know it. The various sports commissioners know it. The only ones who don't really know it are the general public.
Bottom line: it's all about the money. Sports is a business.
As for Bonds accomplishments being tainted by steroid usage. I disagree. You'd probably eliminate the records at least three quarters of all professional baseball players if you discounted those who used performance enhancing drugs.
Note: I've been involved in the competative bodybuilding world for over 20 years and I know a great deal about how steroids work and the effects they have on the mind and the body.